4th day of August, 2014. I wrote This.
Today as I preparing for my new days and commitments, I starts with my morning prayer. After long time time that i did not and do not know how to pray, few days ago, i really feel that emptiness in me. I feel so down. feel like all that I did are deeds in vain. I start looking into myself. what is this feeling all about.
For sometimes once I got the emptiness feeling, I start thinking, is it because I never come forward and talk to my God? I don't know the answers. Out of my religious duty to Him, I just got up and start counting the clocking time. As the time comes, I just prepare my self to start talking with my God. With out knowing how to pray, I took a book of prayer guidance and start following it. It is an awesome feeling that i feel knowing that God know what I do not.
It all started with a sense of failure to give to my family I wanted most. Then I feel the emptiness in me. As human, all that i can do is try my best to meet world expectation, I feel so tired with my situation and not satisfied. Once i start Talking to my God, I realized everyday is a blessing. a new day being given to me to improve myself. I should praised Him and be grateful to Him for the new opportunity that He had given to me.
God is great, almighty,He is Peace keeper, and He is Everything. there are nothing hidden from His sight, i can asked millions of things that can pleased myself but He know what the best for me.May God blessed me in this new day while I push forward to achieve my worldly goal and also the Heavenly eternity goal.
