Tuesday, November 5, 2013

Cancer giving me the courage to become better person.

Thank God for giving me this new day in life. There had been lots of obstacle that I have gone through in my life. Being raised up in a poor family, today I am still marginally live in between an average and poor family. Despite having a good career, I found that it still very hard to make a living. Having average monthly pay check but the living cost is sky high.

As at today I am glad I still can carry this burden because of You, my God. One again Thanks for your hand that helping me to cope with my daily life living with cancer patient. Last July my wife finish her last cycle of chemotherapy for her Lymphoma. We are advised by the doctor that my wife should not get pregnant any more. As human I feel sad but in other hand I thank God that for that situation. My financial standing currently does not allow me to have another children, in other words it is blessing in disguised. 

As for my wife she still do follow up in the hospital to monitor her health. For me what matter most is her diet. As mentioned earlier cost of living is sky rocket, sometime we a force to have whatever in the fridge just to fill in the stomach. I feel really sorry for my wife and my 3 kids and a baby. As for the kids, it is not their fault. Their dream is big but as my pocket say that I am to small to take that big dream. I try whatever with in my limit to fulfil their dream and for now I still trying. 

For my wife please do not simply take overnight food, salty food, Junk food, food and drinks that contain preservative of any food that will affect you health. You need to think that you have to be healthy if you want to continue to take of the kids until they can stand on their own. We need to walk this path hand in hand.

It is tough but we need to get tougher. Remember that we have been allow in this situation cause we are special and God knows exactly what we need. If we bend His plan he will bend it again until we reach the straight path.  

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